[	mood	|	accomplished	]
[	music	|	Linkin Park - One Step Closer	]

new journal...

labellamucca

everybody add me. please.

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	loved	]
[	music	|	Gavin Degraw - I Don't Want To Be	]

yeah...my anthem. everything that has been going on lately has been horrible.

i love josh.

I don’t need to be anything other than a prison guard’s son and
I don’t need to be anything other than a specialist’s son
I don’t have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I’m going is knowing where I’m coming from

I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

I’m surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can’t be the only one who’s learned

I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone’s attention please
See, not like this and that
You’re gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay, dust, stone
And now I’m telling everybody

I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I’m trying to do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	Linkin Park - One Step Closer	]

i'm about to break...

fecking right...who has ap comp 2nd semester...umm me. that's right. ha. no summer reading. i would have been screwed!!!

so here it is:

1st semester

zoology - sullins

us history - kanode

french 4 - powell

anatomy and physiology - hayes

2nd semester

trig (q3) - manning and drivers ed (q4) - ferrell

economics (q3) - lundy and advanced algebra (q4) - manning

ap comp - lindley

chemistry - hill

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	lethargic	]
[	music	|	The Early November - I Want To Hear You Sad	]

ewwww....how gross!!!

it smelled like a 2 week old dead racoon that got hit by a dump truck!!!!

yeah. last night. was a night. mistakes, messups, and makeouts. they all happened.

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	energetic	]
[	music	|	Ryan Cabrera - On The Way Down	]

on the way down...

sick and tired of this world. there's no more air. trippin over myself. going nowhere. waiting. suffocating. no direction. and i took a dive. and on the way down...i saw you. and you saved me from myself. and i won't forget the way you loved me. on the way down. almost fell right through. but i held on to you. i've been wonderin. why it's only me. have you always been inside. waiting to breathe. it's alright. sunlight. on my face. i wake up. and yeah, i'm alive. cause on the way down...i saw you. and you saved me from myself. and i won't forget the way you loved me. on the way down. almost fell right through. but i held on to you. i was so afraid of going under. but now, the weight of the world...feels like nothing. no. nothing. down. down. down. your all i wanted. down. down. down. your all i needed. down. down. down. your all i wanted. your all i needed. and i won't forget the way you loved me. all that i wanted. all that i needed. on the way down...i saw you. and you saved me from myself.  and i won't forget the way you loved me.

    <3 mollie

[	mood	|	cheerful	]
[	music	|	Deana Carter - Make Up Your Mind	]

no one else could love you like i do...

i don't understand the things you do
the more you think the more I think you are confused
it shouldn't be so hard to figure out
what you can and cannot live without so why can't you

make up your mind
i'm going crazy
after all this time
you'd think that maybe
you would realize
that no one else could love you like i do
and i just can't keep waiting here for you
to make up your mind

i don't know what it is that you're searching for
i wonder if you wonder if there's something more out there
and even though i know it'll break my heart
i can't keep going on and on the way things are
it's not fair

make up your mind
i'm going crazy
after all this time
you'd think that maybe
you would realize
that no one else could love you like i do
and i just can't keep waiting here for you
to make up your mind

i don't wanna have to tell you goodbye
but baby, trust me i will
and i might regret it for the rest of my life
but i can't change the way i feel

don't you realize that no one else could love you
like i do, but i just can't keep waiting here for you
to make up your mind

i don't understand the things you do
the more you think the more i think you are confused
make up your mind
make up your mind

that song is exactly how i am feeling right now. thank you kelli for letting me steal it. i am such a copy cat. oh well. i'm bad.

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	depressed	]
[	music	|	The Starting Line - Best Of Me	]

the worst is over...

gaaaa. i'm not happy. do broken hearts ever heal?? i just need to have some fun. erica!!! you have to stay the night with me next weekend. like friday and saturday. or saturday and sunday. we have to do it big one more time, before school starts!!! i can't wait. we need to talk.

   <3 mollie

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mood

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aggravated

]

erin...you are like livejournal queen. help me with my icon thing. it's makin me so mad. i don't know what to do. pahleeez.

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	angry	]
[	music	|	Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending	]

thanks for acting like you cared...and makin me feel like i was the only one...

goddaa...this is makin me so mad. my icon won't show up on any of my friend's pages, or if i make a comment. feck.feck.feck. it better be fixed soon or else... i don't know. i have to get some help on this one.

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	contemplative	]
[	music	|	Blink 182 - Feeling This	]

i'll always be dreaming of you...

fate fell short this time. smile fades in the summer. place your hand in mine. i'll leave when i wanna.

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	distressed	]
[	music	|	12 Stones - Broken	]

i'm broken...i know i need you now...

it's coming back. it feels like it's him. i went through so much and i don't want to go through it again. i don't want to feel it again. i have been happy, and better, but now it's like it used to be. i don't want it to be like that. gaaa. well with my current mood, i need something to bring myself back up...bear with me...

love is patient. love is kind. it does not evny. it does not boast. it is not proud. it is not rude. it is not self seeking. it does not take offense and is not resentful. love takes no pleasure in evil, but delights in truth. it always protects. it always trusts. it always hopes. it always preserves. love never fails.  (1st corinthians 13:4-8)

  <3 mollie

[	mood	|	sad	]
[	music	|	Tai Mai Shu - Got Rice Bitch?	]

my name is tai mai shu...feck yeah. so yesterday caty and erin stayed the night. twas' fun. and then erica and caty stayed the night last night. that was the BEST. i missed erica. she finally got a job. now she can go out and have a "life." yessssss. so josh is really mad at me. i am so worried. it wasn't meant to make him mad. i wrote i love you and nice things like that. it wasn't disrespectful to anybody or to rene's. oh well. i am just really upset because it was meant to make him smile. obviously it didn't make him smile. i screw everything up. oh well. i am sorry. holla balla.

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	worried	]
[	music	|	Yellowcard - Breathing	]

yeah...i'm home. finally. i missed everyone lots. tonight was grand. i loved it. :) j got a job. j got a job. j got a job. how great is that!!!! tomorrow will be fun.

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	busy	]
[	music	|	Allison Krauss & Brad Paisley - Whiskey Lullaby	]

gaaaaa...so i'm going to auburn...tomorrow. well actually troy first, then auburn. i hate weddings, and i don't want to go. it's going to suck. i have to do the "book." like she can't find somebody else to do it. gaaaaa!! i will be back saturday night...and i will definitely be going out that night. fasho. well, i have to finish packing. call me while i'm there. be safe, have fun, and do it big!!!! (as the hoes say)

   <3 mollie

[	mood	|	excited	]
[	music	|	The Verve - Bitter Sweet Symphony	]

get buck naked...

tonight was great. yet again. the hoes. <3 you. i also have a new found love for whataburger.

  <3 mollie

[	mood	|	cheerful	]
[	music	|	50 Cent - 21 Questions	]

ha...last night was great. had a lot of fun. finally hangin out with some girls. i love ya'll.

   <3 mollie

**erica call me!!! pahleeez**

[	mood	|	giggly	]
[	music	|	Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending	]

yeah...so much for my happy ending.

you were all the things i thought i knew.

you were everything everything that i wanted.

we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.

all of the memories so close to me just fade away...

good song...weirdly true. but oh well. i'm a happy girl. errthang is straight. :) :) :) yesss.

   <3 mollie

thanks...isabelle. it's kinda weird, you would have never crossed my mind. it's good though. we should talk sometime. call me.

  <3 mollie

gaaa...i'm so bored. work sucks. oh well, i sit here, and make money. call me. 238.2419.

  <3 mollie

[	mood	|	numb	]
[	music	|	The Early November - I Want To Hear You Sad	]

may 28th...the day i took one to the chest. yeah.

  <3 mollie